This (via my cousin Elizabeth) perfectly captures how I feel right now. (And she took the picture above to illustrate).
THE REAL WORK by Wendell Berry
It may be that when we no longer know what to do
we have come to our real work,
and that when we no longer know which way to go
we have come to our real journey.
The mind that is not baffled is not employed.
The impeded stream is the one that sings.
There is real work and a real journey ahead of me. But I am definitely baffled and trying to figure out exactly what to do and where to go! Perhaps I need to start singing….
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